Epitafio - fin de temporada 2009 - Not Coming Back...?

Pido una disculpa al lector recurrente en este blog, debido a situaciones personales he decidido dejar de publicar tanto aqui como en todos mis espacios por un tiempo... cuanto?, la verdad no se... tengo un viaje interno que hacer y esto me llevara, espero, a nuevos lugares en mi vida.

Espero regresar pronto con mas escritos, con mas historias y sobre todo con un nuevo capitulo de "Donde Caminar Era La Unca Solucion".

Disculpen mi incapacidad para continuar, pero debo de encontrar nuevos brios, nueva sangre y sobre todo una nueva razon para Vivir, Escribir y seguir adelante.


Siempre suyo
Nailo Gottblut

Search So Long For You

There is a revolution inside
A revolution of thoughts
A revolution of feelings
and they are all for you.

And which is the reason for that?
Is it leading me somewhere?
Will it take me to you?
I want to be with you.

I can't seem to find redemption
Not even in this revolution
I can't seem to see the light
Not even through your eyes.

What was the reason for you, doing that?
please don't say goodbye
what was the reason for this?
Supposed redemption.

Lost inside the darkness
with half-shut eyes
I see no past, no present
And above all, no future.

I stay here in the dark
In agony I remain
I try to be a good man
but the enemy I remain.

And I want to shout
My feelings are all for you
And I promise to take them
Through the braking times.

And I search so long for you
Endless nights
Yes, I search so long for you
My whole life.

Nailo Gottblut
25/10/09

Are You In?

Are you in?

Or are you out?

It doesn't matter

I`ll be waiting.

But who I am?

I`m lost inside

With no character

Unable to see the light.

Wondering in the dark

Asking God

If you are in

Or if you are out.

But of chaos I am

In darkness I hide

With no character

Unable to see the light

So I ask myself

Am I in? Or, Am I out?

And it matters to know

If you will be waiting.

Nailo Gottblut

19/10/09

Of Nothing

You were left alone
With nothing left to lose
So, how does it feel?
You ran out of nothing.

Your whole world is on fire
And suddenly everything is worse
You are left alone
You ran out of nothing.

You are so lost
Fragile as you are
So, how does it feel?
When adrenaline runs dry.

Where do you go?
When you feel you don’t belong
There is nothing left
You’ve ran out of nothing.


Nailo Gottblut
10/15/09

My Other I

Standing here
In the middle of fucking nowhere
Right where I belong
Standing all alone.

Trying to find a reason
A reason why I should live or die
It’s time to say goodbye
Goodbye my other I.

Endless sadness
Filling my heart
Let go your mind
Be by my side

Which is the reason for this life?
What was the reason for you, doing that?
To leave me wondering here for you
All this endless nights.

I feel this hollow inside
Hear the cries of my bleeding heart
But it’s time to say goodbye
Goodbye my other I.

Nailo Gottblut
10/19/09